It seems like my story of the end of my childhood begins with a downfall. My grandpa died when I was 12 years old and he was like a father to me, cause my real dad was never here. My grandpa was the only male figure in my little world and he loved me very much. And one day, suddenly, he was gone.

I changed my school and couldn't find myself between the other kids. I was a loner, an outcast. I never spoke with anyone and I was used to calling me a freak or a weirdo. However, it hurt me v...

Monsters,
I'd love to thank you all for your kindness towards me. You are all so sweet and I trust that you will go very far with your lives. You've tried to help me, but the truth of the lie is, I'm unhappy. I've been told I care too much about others and not enough about myself, and, so, I'm going to do something I haven't been able to get right. I want to tell you all how much you've effected my life, how much Gaga has made me happy, but I can't live a lie anymore. I'm not who you all ...

Lady Gaga is so amzing to me

Hey, Jayde again. And if you haven't read my earlier entry. I've been bullied for my sexual preference, weight, and face at school. I'm abused at home and have been cutting now for near six years. Two weeks ago I turned sixteen and was faced with the anniversary of when I ran away, and more importantly, my first suicide attempt. I realised how different, yet still the same I am one year later. My life, is still on it's last threads, yet I have different friends, different bullies, and a diffe...

It has taken me some time but I have realized I do not have any friends. I have a cellphone but it sits there silently everyday. I feel so alone in this world. 

The summer before my junior year was crucial to me. That was when I truly began to love Gaga. Before she was just another artist on the radio with good dance music. The Fame really changed my life. I cleaned my room the day after I bought it and listened to it while I was being distracted by all the crazy things in my room. My early favorites were Papparazzi, LoveGame, Brown Eyes, and Paper Gangsta.

Michael Jackson also factored into the equation. His death saddened me. I consu...

I was always the shortest kid in the class or even the entire grade. I was certainly never the strongest. I was picked on for these things. This was in elementary school when people did this kind of stuff. I wasn't the tall kid who leapt into the heavens to score a basket. Nor was I kid the kid who could climb all the way to the top of rope in gym class like scaling Mount Everest. Instead I was better at reading, writing and making people laugh. That's how I got through elementary school. To ...

I hope You can better understand me i do not socailize correctly

Asperger's Syndrome - Symptoms Although there are many possible symptoms of Asperger’s syndrome, the main symptom is significant trouble with social situations. Your child may have mild to severe symptoms or have a few or many of these symptoms. Because of the wide variety of symptoms, no two children with Asperger's are alike.

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Hello monsters how are you today? <3 I am not so great. Life was pretty good until fifth grade. Girls ruled, boys drooled. All that candy land stuff girls thought when they were little. That was me but things started to change. I was at a catholic school. It was fine and great and I found my two best friends there, but I discovered more bitches and douche bags than friends. It started when a kid, Jacob, made fun of me because I had a unibrow. I have dark hair so it was noticeable...but I w...