|Posted by Glitter on April 19, 2012 at 1:00 PM|
I'd love to thank you all for your kindness towards me. You are all so sweet and I trust that you will go very far with your lives. You've tried to help me, but the truth of the lie is, I'm unhappy. I've been told I care too much about others and not enough about myself, and, so, I'm going to do something I haven't been able to get right. I want to tell you all how much you've effected my life, how much Gaga has made me happy, but I can't live a lie anymore. I'm not who you all think. I'm lonely and emotionally dead. No matter how much I care about you... I need time for myself. A lot of time, to be alone and build up my confidence.
I need confidence, enough so I can will myself to stop cutting, drinking, smoking, and purging. I might not make it home tonight, but that's okay. I'll be happy. No need to worry. I'm fine. You're all so kind.
-This is the last entry for me Loopy_SC, Glitter The Gagacorn, Jayde-Stefani Littlemonster Germanotta. No matter how you know me, I'm fine.
Stay Strong Monsters, I love you.