Joined Apr 30 2012
16 years old
Hey everyone my name is Mia, I was born July 4, to two parents who love me. Life for me seems hectic a lot with my lovely girlfriend (yes I'm 100% gay), boring school work, and with dealing with the death of my little sister (suicide at 13). Ever since I was young I decided I wanted to become a psychiatrist so that I can help people, and since previous events that drive has grown stronger.
People always said I was never much of an optimisit, but that's probably because my life is filled with depression. About a year ago I was diagnosed with depression, and I've been living with it since grade seven. To help me get through (instead of my previous coping skills ex self-mutilation) I've been writing a lot of poetry, taking lots of photos of the places I go, and playing piano.
When life gets you down you've gotta do something creative. Since my poor art skills make me more depressed I found words to be a passion. I have every poem I've ever written on http://quizilla.teennick.com/ under the username of "magicmia" in case you'd like to read any of it. Some of it's heavily depressing, but the way I describe my forbidden love is something of magic so I like to think. The idea of forbidden love is just so enticing, and now that I have love I don't seem to write which is where photography and piano take place. When I'm sick of images I play around with music (Beethoven, Mozart, P!nk, Bach, The Fray, and of course my biggest influence in life Lady Gaga!). I need music top survive; when I don't have music filling my ears I hum/whistle/drum/sing so that I have to around me. Music has always, and will always, have a huge impact on my life.
My life story is kind of complicated, and is really depressing at time, but there's few people keeping me alive. The first and most important is my girlfriend. Her and I have been through what most couples shouldn't ever have to go through, and even through all the fights we're still stronger then ever. Not only is she my love but she's also my bestfriend. I couldn't live without her as anything less than a friend she's played such an important role in my life. Secondly is the lovely Lady Gaga. She's been the biggest inspiration to me, and has influenced much of who I am. She's taught me it's okay to be different, everyone is unique and special no matter how poorly they treat you, and she taught me that everyone has a purpose. We were all born this way. Lastly, Ellen DeGeneres. I absolutely adore this lesbian. (L) I know that's an odd thing to say but I absolutely love her she's my second biggest role model. When I grow up I strive to be like her: dancing like there's no tomorrow, helping those who are in need, and making other's life better.
I'm kind of a crazy girl, but I am me and if you don't like who I am then that's too bad because you're missing out.